Category Archives: Poem

Leben ist

Endlich unendlich, Gepeinigt gelebt, Schwebend im Nichts, Allumfassend veranlagt. Zur Suche nach, Antwort und Frage, Feststellender Bedeutung, Verbleichend in Silber. Nächtlich erfüllt, Gedankenlos wandernd, Auf ewig verzagt. Erfüllend ist doch, Ein unbefriedigt Leben, Was gleich dem Parasit, Sich immer verbreitet. … Continue reading

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Astonishing

Words. Cross mind. Level up. Going down. Nonsense. CSI. Cars. People. Relations. Sigarettes. Weed. Drugs. Illnesses. Colours. Forgivnes. Natural. Fake. Incredible. Lights. Words cross my mind, going up and down and it makes no sense to me. I am watching … Continue reading

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Forces

I do not think there’s much to talk about today. This weekend was alright, not defining it ethically defensible. I went to some club, ruming around, went to some places, seen some friends, but I do not know what got … Continue reading

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If I could

Light blue moonlight shining in through open windows, memory comes back never wanted, ever forgotten, now frightening me. Restless for how long, as long as i know, as long unforgiven wake. Restless with fear, embracing me. Restless just lost, captured … Continue reading

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Holidays

So in Germany we have two weeks of easter holidays, which is really perfect. It should be two weeks of relaxing, but this is never what these holidays look like. In Germany you are allowed to  buy beer and wine … Continue reading

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Parents

You know, sometimes you figure out, you have to be the parent of your parents. I will not tell you any details, but I just figured it out. You know there is a song, it is called  ‘Wenn es passiert'(When … Continue reading

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Brussels

Hey guys, i’ve been in Brussels on tuesday. It was just what I needed, turning thoughts off and sleeping in car. So we ate a lot. Some chips with chicken (delicios!!) and a crêpe with marple sirup, which was not … Continue reading

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Option

I have lost the illusion of us, Ever learning from eachother, I have lost the face of you, In my memory. And I have ignored the others for oh so long, My independence waved the last, Last greeting before death. … Continue reading

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Whatever is just happening

Whatever is just happening around me, I don’t know. But, I went out friday and saturday wearing the most beautiful dress I’ve ever worn. Which does not mean a lot, ’cause I am pretty young. So, we went in some … Continue reading

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Hui

I am very sorry, but I couldn’t subscribe this week. New semester has started and there is too much to do for me. I figured out that 3 times a week I’ll  have lessons in the afternoon which is not … Continue reading

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