Monthly Archives: December 2012

Word

As times walks by, new year’s eve, I function, with disfunction. Remember love, regret nothing, just one thing, you are in hell. Desperate for one emotion, one touch, one word. And as I can see the waves literally burning my … Continue reading

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If she was just a foolish girl, not loved, not wanted, not thrown forward, just backward. Wrong direction, shake, look, search. Break out.

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Go to Hell

Does that seem real. Makes me so fascinated. Is so obvious. and I still did not get it, ’cause I am dumb. So freaking dumb. Said he’d call. Said he’d do it. But it is like that. I always just … Continue reading

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Birthday shit

So it’s time the time again. ‘Round my birthday. What feels right and what wrong, just behind the wrong person again, I know he does not want to take it serious, ’cause as he says, he is an ashole. And … Continue reading

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One

Could it be that I am just dumb as shit. I look forward to something, feel like an animal. I am not walking, I am not living, I am not. Everything around you is cust dark and I am fucking … Continue reading

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